My baby just past away 5 weeks ago does anybody have any advice for me to be able to deal with it all?

I am so sorry for loss. I'm heart broken that had to happen to your family. Did you requested a autopsy on him to know the real reason why he past away. I know I would and would do something with the heart that they never found out after the baby was born. I would put a lawsuit on them. I sitting here about to cry for you.. I keep you in my prayers.